Friday, December 4, 2009

Chapter 13 : Wake Up

Oh god, oh god.

I bit my tongue and ran my fingers through my hair. My heart is pounding and I'm struck with the most uncomfortable feeling ever. I'm stuck. I'm going nowhere fast. And I want to do something.

Suddenly, everything washed away. Suddenly, everything doesn't matter anymore. And suddenly, I just want to talk to her again. I want to, NEED to know if she's okay.

Her pet rabbit passed away recently. It hit her hard.

I know she's depressed. I know exactly how important that rabbit was to her.

I'm suddenly overcome with feelings of anxiety. I need to do something. I always hated seeing her upset. I'm practically panicking.

I want her to know so badly.

If she needs me, I'll still be here.

If she needs me...

what if she doesn't need me?

I've struck a wall again. There's no time.

Make a choice.